Monday, September 06, 2004

Hmmm.. all i can say is that....

PEOPLE!!! TAKE THE CHILL PILL!!!

goodness...i have never seen a bunch of my best friends being so concerned about me. LOVE the 3 of ya!! okays aniway u ppl are getting all paranoid and its getting the worse of all three of ya!! sit back and enjoy this explanation??? should be bah!

Firstly to huey li, we need to meet and talk it out not thrash but talk, yeah! but i will still tell u what happen first. read on...

I din get either get julaiha or meiru to send u a msg.... they are just acting as our best friend like they should be.what they say is mainly due to their confusion. i still have no idea why they have the idea that they have to choose between us.i think it is bcuz of what u said, but i said nothing of the sort. it hurts me to see u trying to make them decide between us, its unfair to me.The reaso0n why i kept mum all this why is because i dun really care because to me... u losing yeelings frenship is a good thing...u are spared from all the criticsm from . ur realtionship was becoming too superficial(im not lying, me and meiru knows)therefore congrats for the break!u two just dun clique i tell you.then again im judging mainly bcoz of what happened.its a good thing that u know that u should value the 3 of us frenship more. than yee ling.All this critics and all have been going far too long...since u cant take it too...u shouldnt cry...u should be happy because this is not the first time i hear all the CRITICS AnD BACKSTAB AnD GOSSIP BOUT U FROM HER...Why live life like ah piao and take in all the critics when u can put a stop to it...

So this is what happened...Yeeling called me a few week b4 meiru bdae and complain to me bout u trying to compete with her trying to make her jealous by buying meiru more presents etc etc...She was damn angry but meiru did not know bout it cuz she din wanna tell her bout u ^betraying^ her. I remembered she was damn angry and even make sum bad comments.Weeks go by and i forgot bout it...till u tell me all bout it again, i was confused cuz u two tell me two different stories....then we sat at food court and yeeling suddenly told meiru bout what u tried to do bout the present.i think she decided to tell meiru since i know and u were there too. however i said that that wasnt what u said.and i said lah what u said earlier...i dunno hu to trust but i had to stand up for what u said if not then meiru would think bad of you.do u want that?

therefore it din cross me that yeeling would be angry with you for saying ur side of the story.The pressing issue and the more important one was to make sure that i told meiru what u said so that meiru wun be prejudiced against you.And just receive yee ling story.it was oni when yee ling flare up and keep saying u lied!!! and then she said she was glad she told me what happened. U see my good intentions became bad!!! imagine if meiru heard what yeeling said oni... I just say taht to meiru and yee ling because i know u told me another story and i wanted meiru to know what was happening. I thought that u and yeeling already had tensions thats why i din hesitate to bring up what u said so meiru wun act biasely...

U see things are not what u seem to be. WHY in the world would i tell yeeling that u gossip bout her in the first place. LOOK we may criticise u but not in the sense that it would reveal all ur secrets and all. Im confused too!!! u both gave a different story!!

if u see me as betraying you because i topld yee ling what u said...u may be right but if u accuse me of betraying our friendship that i sincerely treasure..U ARE BLOODY WRONG! because i acted becaues i was confused and dun tell me that i should sit around and hear one side of the story without telling what i know that contradicts what yee ling is saying.

i hope u realise that i did not betray our friendship imerely told the truth for a good cause.

im prepared to forgive you on the capacity that u said thet i lie. in fact i already have forgiven u .cuz i believe to save that friendship u might have needed to give a white lie. Forgive me if i have said what i shouldnt and for breaking ur frenship with yeeling.

I hope that the four of us remains as best friends because it is all a misunderstanding.

looking forward to our next meeting.if u accept my apology or wateva feel free to msg of call me...or meet up...aiyah anitin lah!





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