Wednesday, October 20, 2004
so there i am in the room hearing them play and ppl had to ruin the day! i was merely sayin that i dun think he can sing tt well AND! i din say anithing about getting him to repeat or anithing! hey each to his own opinion right! then told miss congeniality bout it...and she told him to sing again without the drums... well i thought well maybe now i can hear him better.indeed i did and i was happy tt he was quite good unlike the first time, and then came the extra moron who said that we were rude in asking him to sing again. what so fucking rude about that! ms con intention was onlyu to hear him better without drums dammit! he was okay with it what! what is fucking wrong with you! later miss con was told to apologise to her best fren the moron of today! guess what! to protect her CLIQUE! her FUCKED UP FAKE CLIQUE!She did as she was told!LOOK MORON!!!! if u think u are so right about evrything .let me tell ya ure so not right!AHHH!!!! i fell like strangling the bloody moron!goodness miss congeniality(NOT! how mush faker can u get!!!!! protect ur clique??????oh my godd!!!! whats the point of protecting ur clique when u have to admit sumting that u din even do!!!! ahhhh!!!!!!so damn angry!!!! wads my relationship goin to be like with the moronam i really reading too much into it???am i being too paranoid like i have always been?i dont know but all i know is i like the moron as a fren . i dun want this to change anithing!!! but it certainly change my perception of him a lil bit. he constantly refuse to reply to me just now! said bye no replies ,din talk to me towards the end? maybe just paranoia on my part???if itis true then haizzz guess i have nothing more to say its not like i have not lost a fren for being "insensitive"... IM NOT A PERFECT PERSON....but i aint goin to repeat my mistakes again....forgive me if u can ,...forget me and get out of my way if u cant.why haven i found that missing thing in my life yet...all i know its that that missing thang is slowly drifting away...... when i love, i love too blind,too well .upon rejection or hurting on any part of it, my heart would be excessively damaged... the only one i should be worried about now is myself. guess the pimples would grow real soon.:
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