Monday, February 20, 2006
COnfuSion, DeLusIon, IllUsions.... THe lifE i Seem To leaD afTer all these YeArs.... Hahaz.... No oNe to SHow me The way out...So gema was over.....i did not know how to feel.... SUre i was really really proud of the dance... however an impending feeling swept over me... the feeling of loss...lost hope.....Another feeling i managed to cover pretty well with the excuse of fatigue....GPAs standard in my opinion dropped tremendously.... i am really dissapointed....
HATE IT HATE IT HATE IT when my intentions are misjudged......
HATe egoistic ppl who are too sure of themselves....
Hate Hate ppl who BitChes without any truth to The bitching...
I mean.... what kind of pleasure do u derive from there/???
Do i regret Pushing ppl away cuz once upon a time they werent good enuff?
Yes i do... i really do....
cuz each of em...were in a way special....
i was comfy with them at a point of time..but certain things just have to happen at the wrong times.....
i guess i just have to cling on to certain hopes that remains...like friends... and whatever real meagre talent that i have........
Thanks zad for being real sweet in telling me that im talented and stuff.... one thing that i dun possess that u definitely do is natural charm and the drive in life to actually work hard.....
Thanks Snow white owl for being that real sweet icing amongst the rims
of a cake that taste real bad....uve brought much smiles to my face i really hope we would be good friends.... U seem to hold back alot.... but i am truly delighted u can tell me stuff// remember the pact that we made? keep to it ya cuz i kept to mine.... i hope we would be as real to each other as possible....
TO taman Haiwan!!! my favourite friend.... thanks for being a great motivation in life...talking to you these days is a great release from all those shits in life....
TO fyda....thanks for the colors.....
aiyah....penat ah!! SNOW WHITE OWL>>>>im losing my control seh!!!!
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