Thursday, December 13, 2007

Writing this as im listening to BIG GIRLS dont cry..

How bout BIG BOYS? lol.......

guess we are kinda wexpected to be more numb ignorant to problems and obstacles we face in out life.....

I officially am at that stage where i dont realy know whats up with my life cuz theres just too many things going on and too many things happening at the same time.. i just get caught in between....

The major problem im having is with regards to the relationship i have with ppl...
I mean even ppl that dont matter in your life....
Right now i dont even knw what matters and what doesnt.. i guess i have priority issues and am still at a loss as to where id put my energy to and where i shouldnt....

Its sad cuz though i hate to say it... i know at many points in my life... i regret making the decisions that i make..but im not entirely sure if i can be blamed for it... Sure i made the decision but... ya.. i think i should be blamed...

SO back to getting caught in the many things in life...

1) MY NS LIFE- By far ive had rarely any problems with it....ever since i made the wrong decision with two of the specs in camp... i now am being ignored by one and im am trying very hard to avoid the other one... Im emotionally torned and confused.... Plus theres this one fucking irritating clerk in my office.. DOUBLE URGH!!!

2) DANCE- this thing is getting nowhere at the moment cuz its time for chingay.. and its going to be months of fruitless labour....

3)WORK- NO WORK!!!!

okay... and ya.. i gtg do sum freaking work at camp now.. wat the hell... sigh....


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4:30 PM